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An Echo Of Silence

by Jon R. Garey

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1.
Ooo what foolishness is this You want to keep the child What will the neighbors say Our daughter's grown up wild You're too young to spend the best years of your life Tied down with a child So young, you've got so many plans You'll forget in a while We must send you away We have got to save face You must give up this child There cannot be a trace You're too young to spend the best years of your life Tied down with a child So young, you've got so many plans You'll forget in a while You're too young to spend the rest of your life Tied down with a child So young, you've got so many plans You'll forget in a while Ooo what foolishness is this You want to keep the child
2.
Chains 03:22
Soaring in the sky Waiting to be free Stopping just to cry Hoping to be me Caught in isolation Trying to break out Stop in desperation I don't have the clout Freedom seems so strange To someone caught like me I don't want to change For reasons you can't see Someday you might know These chains that are on me And then you'll let me go So I can find the key
3.
They let me see him They let me see him His eyes, they could see And he smiled at me They would not let me touch him They said I could not touch him They said I'll forget what I've done They said I won't regret what I've done But how do they know how I feel Know how I feel Know how I feel today Whisked away like some store bought good You know I'd keep you if I could And if by chance we ever meet again I'd want to take you in my arms I'd want to keep you safe from harm And tell you that I'll be here til the end Just believe me when I say Yes, I had to give you away I hope you're happy in the home you find Just remember I love you so I really don't want to let you go And please don't ever think of me unkind And how do they know how I feel Know how I feel Know how I feel today They said I'll forget what I've done They said I won't regret what I've done But how do they know how I feel Know how I feel Know how I feel today
4.
Oh my beautiful child Will you ever forgive me I spend each day alone With thoughts of you Which I can never share Never share Now I don't know where you are And I don't know how you are Oh my beautiful child How I long to hold you near But the day will never come Never come No I don't know where you are And I don't know how you are The tears I've cried Since you've been taken from my side Will never wash away The loneliness I feel inside For you my beautiful child
5.
Wash away these broken pieces of yesterday's life For you have your future to look forward to And in all these future days to come You'll have some good times I know it's true Look ahead, no not behind Know where you're going Not just where you've been Look toward tomorrow And what you'll see Not what you've seen Try to forget about these past memories (Try to forget) That seem to cut you like a knife Just go on living and trying (Just go on) To wash away these broken pieces Of yesterday's life Look ahead, no not behind Know where you're going Not just where you've been Look toward tomorrow And what you'll see Not what you've seen Try to forget about these past memories (Try to forget) That seem to cut you like a knife Just go on living and trying (Just go on) And wash away these broken pieces Of yesterday's life Look ahead Good times Try to forget Wash away Broken pieces of yesterday's life
6.
Revelation 02:38
Everything was going fine And then it all fell in They told me I was not of them That I was born of sin (I was born of sin) Do I want to know you (know you) If what, if what they say is true (Is that they say true?) How will I know this answer Unless, unless it comes from you From you I came From you I am I will find you When I can They tell me you don't want me I wonder if it's so They all are trying to stop me I wonder how they know (Wonder how they know) Do I want to know you (know you) If what, if what they say is true (Is that they say true?) How will I know this answer Unless, unless it comes from you From you I came From you I am I will find you When I can
7.
Who Am I 02:06
Who am I Does anybody know Who can I see Where can I go I'm a nobody What is my name What can I do Who can I blame I don't hate you for what you did I just don't understand Was it better for of us Please come hold my hand Who are you What is your name Will you please tell me From where I came Relieve this pain Come take me away They don't understand Anything I say I don't hate you for what you did Was it just a mistake You know it hurt both of us It's this pain I can't take Someday I'll find you And we can talk it out To relieve this pain We can do without
8.
What I Am 05:22
Soft glistening black enshrouds me And my thoughts roam a million miles away I am floating ever endlessly On this endless sea of green The reason I can't see It's what's good for me You've taken away from me what I am and ever will be Now you tell me that I'm crazy to even want to know But because of what I don't know I can never be free To be what I am - mistaken identity Will I ever be me Or am I doomed to be Something else I am not a whole being And you can't understand No you can't Only when I know can I really be free To be what I am - to really be me I want to be me (what I am) I need to be free (what I am) Can I ever be free (what I am) Will I ever be me Only when I know
9.
In the form of jumbled letters Through the cabinents of time Lies a name silently waiting Never seen with eyes of mine Through the locked doors of the county In a room bare and devoid Lifeless papers filed neatly An identity destroyed Now with the thoughts of one so hopeless Crying for the one I've lost Wishing not to have relinquished Never knowing the cost Sitting, staring in the darkness On the days that bring the pain In an echo of the silence Comes to me my child's name And with the thoughts of one so hopeless Crying for the one I've lost Wishing not to have relinquished Never knowing the cost Sitting, staring in the darkness On the days that bring the pain In an echo of the silence Comes to me my child's name
10.
This search is mine to bear And I'll do it all alone People don't seem to care I'm so scared to be alone Hope, maybe that's what I feel It helps relieve the pain Knowing I might find you Is my only aim To many it does not matter Many do not care But to keep from me what's mine Is not, is not fair (To many it does not matter - many do not care) You are my only link It keeps me hanging on A birthright that is mine Til this battle is won Someday it will be over And we will meet again The time I cannot tell A year or maybe ten To many it does not matter Many do not care But to keep from me what's mine Is not, is not fair (To many it does not matter - many do not care) This search is mine to bear And I'll do it all alone People don't seem to care I'm so scared to be alone
11.
I do not know my name I don't know who I am I'll be forever searching Til I know just what I am You can say I am this You can say I am that It will never change This place I am at I hope someday to find The thing to rest my mind I know I have the right To know what is my name To know from where I came Leave darkness of this night There is only one thing (one thing) To ever fill this void (this void) I know that I must know you (I will know you) To ever fill this void And though it will be hard (so hard) I know I can endure (endure) Someday I will know you (I will know you) Of this I am so sure I hope someday to find The thing to rest my mind I know I have the right To know what is my name To know from where I came Leave darkness of this night Tomorrow will come and then I'll be
12.
Happy birthday wherever you may be There's a pain growing inside of me Life wrenched from my life Never to return Happy birthday wherever you are now Will there be a time I will know how Life wrenched from my life Never to return Happy birthday wherever you may go Will there be a time I will ever know Life wrenched from my life Never to return
13.
Dots 02:00
I light another cigarette As I struggle with my thoughts Drink the dredges in this cup Try connecting all the dots My headache does not bother me I'm a million miles away Those things that used to bother me Are from another day So I'm searching for an answer When I don't know the questions The facts I can't apprehend Not even by suggestion So I light another cigarette As I struggle with my thoughts Drink the dredges in this cup Try connecting all the dots Somewhere in the dots That take up this whole page Lies the answer to my question It never takes the stage
14.
On the other side of silence Are so many things unknown On the other side of this wall Are the things I want to be shown On the other side of this barrier Is the place where I am going But I don't know if I will get to The other side But if I do I will start my growing Why am I kept away This and everyday From the place I want to be I feel stuck Can't you see On the other side of silence Is where I want to be On the other side of this wall Are the things I want to see On the other side of this barrier Is the place where I am going And I know I will get to The other side And when I do I will start my growing Why am I kept away This and everyday From the place I want to be I need help Can't you see And when I do I will start my growing
15.
After years of fiercely struggling I have finally got the key And I finally know the question Should I open this door and see It has taken years of crying Thinking it's no use I never gave up trying When my head felt in a noose But this battle has been finally won The answer's in this key The work has all been finally done Now the problem is with me Should I open this door Possibly cause problems you don't want You've probably tried to forget of it all My presence could only daunt Now this question seems so unfair I don't know what to do But how can I know if you really do care Unless I talk to you
16.
Discovery 02:44
At last it's done After years of searching Years of crying and dying I found you Sometimes I felt like giving up Sometimes I almost did But the spark never died And these tears never dried So here at last We can meet face to face And no longer must we cry I found you I found you I found you I found you I found you

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An Echo Of Silence tells the story of a young woman who finds herself pregnant and looking to her parents for understanding and support to be told that she will be sent away to give birth to a child that she will relinquish to adoption. The songs explore her anguish and struggles to find information about the son she gave up. Intertwined with the story are the challenges faced by her son who wishes to know his origins and his mother as he makes every effort to find her.

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released August 3, 2022

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Garsongs Music Studios between October 2021 and July 2022.

Jon plays guitars, bass, keyboards, vocals, and programming on all songs.

Cover photo credit: Anthony Tran
Lyric sheet photo credit: Giacomo Flisi
Courtesy of Unsplash

Concept inspired by SAH - Thank you!

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